There's really nothing I can say about this weekend except pure disappointment. I am actually pretty mad at myself, but at the same time realize that I am nowhere near where I wanted to be right now. The end of last year and my weight gain killed me, but with the weight I've been losing lately it is only a matter of time until I can turn a corner in my racing.
This weekend was all about suffering, but I didn't quit. During the RR that became my objective, just to finish. It was a lesson in suffering and now that I know I can do that, it's all downhill from here. The first lap of the RR I cramped in my quads and that was all she wrote. I also believed I pulled a muscle in my left leg during the 2nd lap. I felt a pinch and then instant pain that has really only gotten worse. Oh well, I'll heal. I'll take a few days off and let it heal and then I start again.
Probably not going to race Monumental due to scheduling and training time. Should be good for the Papillion Twilight Crit and the Cornhusker State Games. 180lbs. here I come. That is my goal for the end of the year.
I'm in a lot of pain som I'm going to get some much needed sleep. On another note, I'm not sure this whole UPS and 4 hours of sleep a night is going to cut it. Especially, since pretty much everyone I know is telling me to quit because it's destroying me.